yesterday was really dope my mom woke me up and made breakfast and it was just us home and it was nice and we had coffee later we went and picked up hayley and her friend, kayley and we had pho for lunch and my mom said we could all get TAKACH as a tattoo which is my grandpas last name and i was telling dominica about it at dinner and all the sudden it was really hard not to cry and the only thing i could say was 'i dont want him to die' and fuck if i mean anything i mean that but after pho we went to savers and i helped hayley find a bunch of shit and i got pants which make me feel like a lesbian but i like them and then i came home and dominica came over and we went to phlight and got accidently drunk and when we were sitting there i told dominica 'you know that feeling where it feels like everything is a dream sort of and you are just moving through it?' and she said 'yes' and i said 'this feels like the exact opposite of it. i feel so real right now. i'm at phlight with you and my brother is working and its just me and you and i dont know i feel like.... shits so real' and then we laughed because we were already drunk and then we drove around and then we went to the 40 which i havent been to in a long time and had huge beers etc.