i
just don't even know how to say all that i want to say.
19 days.


if you know me and you know how when i'm really happy i bounce up and down in my seat and open and close my hands and smile until my eyes water,
then you know how i look right now.

i just yelled at someone from expedia on the phone. and when they put me on hold i started laughing uncontrollably.


right now i am $550.00 short, at least, of what i thought i would have. it sucks, but i've learned not to .... let certain people... become involved in my life... financially.

"don't mix money honey" as the korean woman who did my nails said.





i want to say this too. okay,

no i'm not going to say it yet.