i guess this is whats so great right now. the things that used to hurt me or bug me or make me anxious or throw me into a fit of rage or panic or depression

they just dont anymore.


i guess this is whats so great right now. i can believe the people that i care about. when they tell me how they feel, i believe them. because i can.


and i know that slowly there will be other things/people sliding into the same places in my life and pushing me into new areas of panic and new areas of anxiety.
but right now it feels great to have a clean slate.