yesterday arthur asked me what i wanted to accomplish through my trip. i think that was the question, or at least thats the question i ended up answering. in bio class i made a list of things i want to 'accomplish' this summer. nothing that requires money or time really, just things i want to do, thinks i absolutely could do as long as i dont hold myself back. then i sketched a picture of the foreign boy. i realized the girl behind me could see that i was drawing him. she probably thinks i'm in love. i'm in love with a lot of things right now, scents, tastes, textures, sounds.

i love my paper cut right now. it keeps re-opening, maybe it won't ever heal.